Brother's story

dari dulu sampe sekarang satu hal yang gue ga punya. gue ga punya kakak cowo. yahh...gue juga ga punya kakak cewe sih tapi gue lebih pengen punya yang cowo daripada cewe. dalam perjalanan ke sekolah hari ini gue banyak berpikir tentang kakak cowo,..
kalo gue punya kakak cowo mungkin dia bakal mirip gue. tapi kalo cowo harusnya kan tinggi, berarti dia lebih tinggi dari gue. gue harap kita cuma beda setaun soalnya kalo kejauhan ga bakal enak juga. gue bakal panggil dia "abang"
gue harap dia bakal sayang banget sama gue secara gue kan satu-satunya anak cewe di keluarga. semua adek gue cowo dan mungkin adek-adek gue bakal copy-paste banget dari abang. dan mungkin gue juga jadi 'brother complex'
abang bakal sering-sering anter-jemput gue ke sekolah. dia juga bakal sering sms-in gue setiap gue pergi pulang malem. pokonya gue harap dia perhatian sama gue. tapi mungkin kita bakal sering berantem tapi...bagaimanapun gue pasti butuh dia.
gue mau abang gue pinter. biar kalo ada pr ato pelajaran susah gue tinggal lari ke kamar dia. mungkin dia bakal punya banyak pacar tapi gue-lah yang bakal 'nyaring' cewe-cewenya. Hahahaa....
mungkin sekali-sekali dia bakal benci banget sama gue. tapi gue kan adenya ;)

kalo diliat-liat,..ternyata gue brother complex juga ya

Realizing Your True Friends. Lonely?

A lot of the times, we either think we have more friends than we think or we have less friends than we think. When someone asks you to name your true friends, who do you name?

When you sit with a group of people, a couple emotions may occur. A feeling that you must impress them. A feeling of not belonging. A feeling of excitement and joy. A feeling that you don’t know them. From personal experience, I found that when you first sit in a group and feel that you don’t need to impress the people around you, you found your friends. Well isn’t that obvious? Well, of course. we all say it without realizing that we all have probably tried to impress people. Before, I sat with people and had that slimy feeling of not belonging. Nobody would listen, there would always be a little uncomfortableness and confusion. Of course, I still love those people, but do I recognize them as true friends?

Today, a sit or stand with people that hear me out and listen to what I have to say. Everyone in the group of people is heard and nobody has a feeling of being left out. True friend bundle together, always accepting, listening. I no longer feel that I must impress my friends. After all, they should love you and be your friend for who you are.

I can name the names of my true friends and be confident. I don’t need to hesitate. The list is set. They accept me and I accept them and the feeling of joy and excitement is ALWAYS there.

Questions probably going to be asked:

1. Are you talking about your school friends? - Yes and other friends from EVERYWHERE :) My life doesn’t end at school

2. Who is on your list?- That personal beeswax. if you fit the description and feel the same way, them you’re prolly one of them.

SME Female Staffs rank SJ member on Handsomeness

1. Siwon–He is just too handsome. If you look at his body parts separately, it’s still, just as handsome. Beautiful! It seems like there isn’t anyone more handsome on the big screen. He’s also very modest.

2. Han Geng–His qualities are very good. When he smiles it’s very gentle/tender. If you look at his body parts separately, it’s also handsome. His figure is very good. He really is China’s handsome guy.

3. Kibum–He seems like a cold prince. Sometimes he looks ruthless. Although he is a silent person, but he’s really a nice person.

4. Heechul–He is a man that is hard-to-predict.He is very good at looking after you. If you look at his body parts separately, he’s very delicate/graceful. He’s a very emotional person. Although on TV he’s very naughty, he treats his friends wonderfully.

5. Kangin–He is a person that loves to smile. When he smiles, he is very charming. He is very manly but at the same time gentle/tender. He’s very cute.

6. Sungmin–Your first impression of him is that he’s like a little child trying to be cute. He looks much more handsome now. His skin is very good. His voice is very sweet.

7. Leeteuk–He is very handsome. His dimple makes him very cute. As the leader, he is a person that does his best, and is a very conscientious person toward his other group members. He treats his fellow members very well, although sometimes on TV he’ll say he’s mean towards them, he takes care of his members like they’re family.

8. Donghae–Although some think he doesn’t look that handsome, he is still handsome in his own way. His feeling is very good. The small movements he makes are very special. He is an excellent dancer. Although he looks as if he’s very fierce, he’s actually very childlike and cute. When he smiles he charms you so it seems like you’re about to faint. Sometimes, when you look closely, when he smiles, his eyes are sometimes sad, because of his father passing away. His eyes can talk, they’ll display his true emotions, whether he says he’s happy or not. When he says he’s happy, from his eyes you know if he really is or not.

9. Yesung–He is a very very very cute person. He doesn’t really fit the description of “handsome”. No matter how you look at him he is still very cute. He looks better in person that on TV. His singing is really charming.

10. Kyuhyun–He looks old, although he’s the youngest member. He is very manly and has that “man” sense. He is a very shy/bashful, modest person. When he joined Super Junior, he needed to work on his dancing.

11. Eunhyuk–How did he become number 11? He is very bright, straightforward, and cute. He loves to smile. When he dances he is just too handsome!

12. Ryeowook–His skin is very good. Although he’s a little short, he’s very modest and cute. He’s very cute and is the most kind-hear-ted. He’s very innocent and loves to cook for the members.

13. Shindong–Although he’s not very handsome, but he’s always going to be number 1 in his cuteness. He’s very cute and very open towards people.

First Dance lyrics

It's your chance take her hand to the floor
(fellas just the moment you've been waiting for)
Girl if you see something you like then let 'em know
(ladies i know your ready)
Cuz you only got one chance
(yeah yeah)
For your first dance
(you never forget bout your first dance)
So take advantage of the slow jam
(tell 'em J.B.)yeah, man

when I close my eyes,
I see me and you at the prom
We've both been waiting so long
For this day to come
Now that its here
Let's make it special

(I can't deny)
There's so many thoughts in my mind
The D.J.'s playing my favorite song
Ain't no chaperons
This could be the night of your dream

Only if you give, give the first dance to me
Girl I promise I'll be gentle
I know we gotta do it slowly
If you give, give the first dance to me
I'm gonna' cherish every moment
'Cuz it only happens once, once in a lifetime

I couldn't ask for more
We're rocking back and forth
Under the disco ball
We're the only ones on the floor

(I can't deny)
There's so many thought in my mind
The D.J.'s playing my favorite song (favorite song)
Now we're all alone (all alone)
Here's the opportunity

Only if you give, give the first dance to me
Girl I promise I'll be gentle
I know we gotta do it slowly
If you give, give the first dance to me
I'm gonna' cherish every moment
Cuz it only happens once once in a lifetime

Everybody says that we look cute together
Let's make this a night the two of us remember
No teachers around to see us dancing close
I'm telling you our parents will never know
Before the lights go up
And the music turns off
Now's the perfect time for me to taste your lip gloss
your glass slippers in my hand right here
We'll make it before the clock strikes nine

If you just give give the first dance to me
Girl I promise I'll be gentle
(i know)But we gotta do it slowly
If you give, give the first dance to me
(give the first dance baby)
I'm gonna' cherish every moment
Cuz it only happens once, once in a lifetime

it's your chance take her hand to the floor (to the floor)
girl, if you see something you like then let 'em know
cuz you only got one chance, for your first dance
so take advantage of this slow down
yeah man.

If you give, give the first dance to me
I'm gonna' cherish every moment
Cuz it only happens once, once in a lifetime

To Be With You lyrics

I've been alone so many nights now
And I've been waiting for the stars to fall

I keep holding out for what I don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you

So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do

And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet I'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you

Just to be holding you for the very first time,
Never letting go
What I wouldn't give to feel that way

Oh, to be with you
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually

And when you're standing here in front of me
That's when I know that God does exist
'Cause he will have answered every single prayer
To be with you

Just to be with you, yeah

Choi Siwon profile

full name: Choi Siwon chinese name: Shi Yuan birth date: February 10, 1987 real birth date: April 7, 1986 height: 183 cm weight: 65 kg languages: Korean, Mandarin & English groups: Super Junior, Super Junior-M talent agency: SM Entertainment education: Hyun Dae High School; Inha University (Physical Education Arts Department) hobbies n specialties Singing, dancing, watching movies, playing drums, sleeping & Taekwondo habits: Makes big hand gestures when speaking website: HappyTalk http://www.choisiwon.com/

Dramas
[2004] KBS Precious Family
[2005] KBS Mini-Series - 1829
[2006] KBS Spring Waltz
[2007] MBC Legend of Hyang Dan

Movies
[2007] Attack on the Pin-Up Boys
[2006] Battle of Wits
[2005] Charmel Boy

MV
[2006] Timeless (Zhang Li Yin) ft. Xiah - acted as a criminal who gets a heart transplant; worked with Han Geng
[2008] I Will with fellow Super Junior member Han Geng and SM Entertainment actress Lee Yeon Hee

CM
[2004] Elite (엘리트) School Uniforms
[2004] Seoul Milk (서울우유) - “비요뜨”
[2007] 12 plus-Roll-on (Thailand

INFORMATION
Choi Siwon was discovered by the Starlight Casting System in 2003 and debuted as a member of Super Junior in 2005. However, he was first officially seen in a music video for fellow label-mate Dana when she was still a solo singer. He quickly emerged as one of the highly visible members, seen on many variety shows, although he has not been of the main vocalists.

Although his current focus is the group, Choi has also continued his acting career. Shortly after Super Junior's debut, he joined the cast for the Korean drama mini-series Spring Waltz. He has also been part of the epic film Battle of Wits with Hong Kong actor Andy Lau. Battle of Wits is a big budget film with joint collaboration from South Korea, China, and Japan, and was released in China and Hong Kong on November 23, 2006; it is due for release in Korea sometime in 2007. Choi has promoted the movie in China with a short tour of four cities at the end of November.

Choi is also a drummer, having performed with the band The TRAX in September 2006 on SBS's music show 인기가요 (Popular Songs), due to the fact that their drummer, Rose, had left the band. Both The TRAX and Super Junior are part of SM Entertainment.

Choi Si Won has recently won the "Best Super Model Of the Year". Due to this winning, his popularity has risen up nearly three times. He has also won the " Sexiest guy in Korea" award.

Choi continued his education after his debut with Super Junior. Choi graduated in Hyun Dae High School in February 2006 and later went on to attend Inha University. A year before his debut with Super Junior he traveled to Beijing, China with Girls' Generation's Hyo Yeon to learn about the country's language and history and stayed there for three months. Members jokes that he has the same smile as the Joker from Batman. His members also call him Horse because of his looks and his height.

Below his interview from Korea Men's Health magazine

Favorite fashion brand: No specific favorite.

Favorite car: No specific favorite
Favorite perfume: Many, because he likes perfume
Favorite number, color: 1 and 7, white and black
If you have a jinx? Lip balm must always be in left pocket when going up on stage. On the rare occasion that he doesn’t have it, he will mess up the choreography.
Favorite female star during childhood: Catherine Zeta-Jones
The role model in my life: Father ( later wants to become a person like his father )
Most precious item: Bible ( Instructions/Guidelines for my life )
The item you want to buy most right now: Vitamins. ( I’m in Thailand right now, but my vitamins dropped )
Most memorable movie or music: Tony Bennett’s “The Way You Look Tonight” (Favorite song for 15 years)
I would be happiest if only I had this! At this time, personal time and space
Other people think of me as this. Old man (But I am just conservative)
The thing I worry about most is: My self-confidence. ( How can I become a good son, as well as a good father? )
The thing that makes me most sad is: Parting from people, Separating for a long time, separating for a short time ( It was difficult ever since I was young )
The thing that makes me most mad is: when I lose to my confidence.
When I start a new thing, I: Always start with a prayer.
Something I want to change a little in my personality is that whether it’s because I’m still young, I don’t know, but I feel that I lack a lot of patience and perseverance.
I do this when I fight with another person: I go first to apologize.
When I go shopping, I: Choose what I want quickly.
If I could have a new life I would want try this. I’m always thankful for everything I have at any moment.
When a problem occurs, I: Always pray first.
When I have someone as good as myself to compete against I double my effort to work hard.
I think women need to be understood and protected.
I think men should be strong, but weak.
This kind of man is a cool man: He’s cool even to a man.

If I were to list money, love, and success in order: Love, Success, Money

Shim Changmin (Max) profile

Shim Changmin (심창민) was grouped with the youngest participants in the audition. Like Xiah Junsu, he impressed the judges with his powerful voice. He joined the band under the name Choikang Changmin (최강창민; the English counterpart to his stage name is Max). Choikang in Korean means "the best;" "Max" became an international rendition of this name.

Name: Shim Changmin Stage Name: Choikang(Max) Changmin Date of Birth: 18th Febuary’1988 Place of Birth: Seoul Height / Weight: 188CM / 61KG Bloodtype: B Interests: Listening to music, singing Strengths: Singing, dancing 6th Annual SM Entertainment: Best Youth Competition 1st Place and ‘Best Singing’ Award

When recording TVXQ’s debut single ‘Hug’, Choikang Changmin had something else to worry about other than work. His grandmother, who doted on him the most, was ill at that period of time. Apart from giving his best in his career, he kept worrying about his grandmother’s condition. Changmin had even hurt his vocals during that period of time, due to him practicing their songs hard. But he persevered and finished the recording.

An aquarius born in 1988, his blood type is B. Is greedy when it comes to music, so sometimes cries when he isn't satisfied with his singing. Because his parents are teachers, he is also very competitive and tries very hard at schoolwork and reading. Though the youngest in the group, he is the most modest and has the deepest thoughts. Can be honest and blunt when he strongly believes that something should not be done. Though shy at first, he is a very bright boy when you get to know him well. Followed his friend to an SM contest and luckily won the Best Singer award.

ChoiKang Changmin, whose high note is outstanding

The youngest of our group Choikang Changmin is a crybaby. When his singing goes wrong he cries. But he has a brave side to him too. Starting from elementary school in 6th grade, he delivered newspapers as a part-time job. Changmin is the youngest in the family and group but noone can complete against his singing. His high note is so outstanding that he doesn't know what octave it goes up to. He says that his worries that if he knows it might interrupt his singing. Changmin is a quiet person and doesn't talk very much. In an interview, he only says 2 or 3 things in the end. Changmin is a clear person who reads the Harry Potter Series and tells everyone about it. He particpated in a singing contest and won an award. That led him to be a singer but before that he was regular student.

A questionnaires that Max has done:

1.) Male or Female: Male.
2.) Birthdate: February 18, 1988. Around 5 AM.
3.) Family: Dad, Mom, Me, Two younger sisters.
4.) Skin Tone: Reddish tan.
5.) Height: 186
6.) When were you most sad: I don't think I've ever been REALLY sad.
7.) When I was the happiest: When I first walked into SM.
8.) Musicians I look up to: Brian Mcknight, Shin Hyesung, Kangta.
9.) Places I go most often: School, Learning Centers, bus stops, restaurants.
10.) WHen do you watch the most movies: After tests, summer.
12.) What kind of person am I: I laugh to brightly. I don't get mad easily.
13.) Favorite song to sing at Karaoke: Yurisangja- TO my bride.
14.) First love: No one
15.) First Kiss: I haven't even had a first love yet.
16.) Fav. Movie: Harry Potter, most anything that's fun.
17.) Favorite flower: ...buht kkot
18.) Fav. TV show: I don't watch too much TV.
19.) What would you do if you weren't a singer: ....
20.) Favorite Books: Harry Potter, ( I sound so young.)
21.) Where I want to visit: Europe.
22.) Fav. Food: I like almost everything.
23.) Fav. Fruit: tangerines, bananas, oranges.
24.) Fav. Color: White.
25.) Nicest thing I did: When i volunteered to clean up my school.
26.) My most important possession: CD player.
27.) Something I want to say: ...hm...I'll do my best at everything.
28.) People I remember: People who work for me, my friends, seniors, family.
29.) People I think of: The people I like.
30.) If you died: ....
31.) Good thing about yourself: I smile a lot.
32.) Something bad about yourself: I kind of act sudden.
33.) People you respect: People who work hard.
34.) Ideal birthday present: Anything is good.
35.) Hardest thing you had to do: Most everything.
37.) Hobbies: listening to music, singing.
38.) Specialties: Singing.
39.) Habits: goofing off with friends.
40.) What I want to do for the person I love: Everything I can.
41.) What I want to receive from the person I love: Everything they can give me.
42.) What I want to do with the person I love: A lot of stuff, uhm, walking together.
43.) Prized Possesion: Family.
44.) Fav. Animal: Dog.
45.) How are you dressed: Tshirt, pants.
46.) People I don't like: People with bad personalities.
47.) When I look weak: When I can't do something I'm set out to do.
48.) Stress reliever: Music, singing.
49.) When I hurt someone: I don't think I have.
50.) What you think when you look in the mirror: .....
51.) Something I most regret: When i can't do something.
52.) number of kids you want: 2 or 3
53.) What's your phone greeting: I can't remember
54.) Today's weather: It's dark.
55.) Fav. number: 7
56) How much can you drink: .....
57.) Slept over anywhere: At my friend's.
58.) Have you ever run away from home: no.
59.) Ideal woman: good personality, cute.
60.) What I want to say to my friends: I'll do my best to make you happy.
61.) What I want to eat: Everything
62.) Your personality: I think it's pretty decent.
63.) How often do you go to the bathroom: depends...
64.) religion: Bool Gyo
65.) Do you like reciving or giving: Both.
66.) Most memorable day: When i stayed at school until late and talked with my friends.
67.) Fav. Fashion: I'm not very good with clothes.
68.) Hours of sleep you get: 5-6
69.) When you don't like yourself: When I can't do something I want to.
70.) When I find myself charismatic: hehe
71.) What you do when you're alone: sing.
72.) People you've gone out with: 0
73.) Where do you look first when you see someone: eyes.
74.) What I think of my life so far: 50/50
75.) Complex: My skin's kinda dark.
76.) You like your mom or dad: both!
77.) When you fight with someone: I feel sad.
78.) When someone wants to break up: I think I'd be at a loss of words
79.) If someone you loved got a horrible disease: I think id try my all to make them better
80.) If your parents didn't like the person you loved: SUHLDEUK
81.) What are you going to do after you finish this: get ready for school tomorrow and clean up and sleep.
82.) What you think of couples: they're cute.
83.) Nicknames: ........
84.) What you have next to you: printer, homework, my mouse.
85.) Movies I want to see: Crazy first love, Memories of murder.
86.) Movie that I most remember: I am Sam
87.) People I see most often: teacher, friends
88.) Fav. Sport: baseball, ball.
89.) Your hairstyle as of now: I'm drying my hair.
90.) Fav season: winter
91.) What do you have in your bag: chapstick, books, CD-p.
92.) How many cards do you have: my student ID, bus card...hehh

93.) When you're sad: when I'm having a bad day
94.) What kind of women do you not like: ones with bad personalities